Name Drain

.........R. Martins........

YOU.....
Genuine. Undoubted.
Soft, hard, pure.
Childlike masculinity.
Open to the unknown.
Universe consume you......

ME.........
Humbly Amazed....
Enlightened, Curious, Thankful.
I drink you in...

YOU....
Unaware... of all that you possess and all that possess you..
afraid to really live in" Your Moments". But constantly living for the moments.

ME......
There for you.....Unconditional.
No expectation or disappointment.
Simply there for you.
Waiting for the next revelation of you...
Soft, Hard, Pure.

Douglas Lawrence

The skies spewed hail and cracked,with loud thunder as i sat by my pool.
Listening to the rain as it trickled thick & heavy on my tin roof.
Singing the welcoming of my present. Which was you.
7-18-06
( The beginning of a friendship)

Gifts to myself.

Anxiety attacks are a gift that i've come to accept as my signal to purge.
Unwelcomed emotions....

Detour

I'm looking forward @ the road that will lead me to a memory that I try so desperately
to forget..

So I turn right as a detour.


( footnote- 436 & primrose = Guilt )

Angels

I believe in the Angels that surround us in our everyday lives.
In all various shape, form ,and size.
They guard us, pick us up and twist us, then push us in the right direction with the suttle
flutter of their wings.

We have Angels that surround us numerous times in a day, yet we fail to realize their
presence.

Because we busy ourselves with "Our trivials'.

Known previously

I'm living fully aware, that these moments without a doubt.
Are the last of my life as i've known them Previously.....

Into Myself

Falling swiftly, unable to grasp onto stability.
I land smack dab in the middle of myself !

Frightened and unsure.

I am once again stuck.